Hi! I have had severe anxiety and panic with medical phobia my entire life. I also have lots of real medical issues and my anxiety makes it hard for doctors to work on me. I just found out I have a scary degenerative eye disease that could make me go blind. My retina is thinning and at any moment it could tear or detach. I've been so scared that I cant sleep,eat, shower, etc. When I went to the eye doctor he even said my anxiety makes it way too hard to fix it. I've been taking my meds, but that doesnt help. I'm so scared I will be blind! There are a bunch of other factors that make this almost hopeless like not having friends or family to care for me. But I cant relax. My therapist is mad at me because I havent been able to see her due to the appointments i have. She doesnt even believe me...she said my "SAID" appointments. I'm so alone and so so scared...Anyone help me? I went to a psych ward at ER for 12 hours and i felt better talking with someone but that was also traumatic.