Thank you all once again. You are really great people and I feel better just by the fact that you care enough to read and try to help.

I am feeling down again tonight. I miss him a lot, and it is like a locked door that I can't find the key to, no matter how hard I try

I feel like I am walking around begging for a second chance, and for what? what was my big 'crime'? expressing my feelings? Some moments I feel great anger towards him, because what kind of a friends shuts you out for expressing your feelings? and then I feel compassion for him, because he must be very miserable if he can't deal with feelings, even on that level... and thinking of that make me realize that sending the letter that exposes everything that I am feeling for him, will scare him away forever in every way...

I am driving myself crazy, and I feel like I need to solve this situation or I can't find peace. None of my options are good enough... I would try to talk to him again, asking for a chance to explain, but he says that nothing is wrong, so he is actually leaving me no option about that... to write him again and suggest for us to meet like nothing's wrong? most of the chances are that he will make an excuse, or not answer again, making me feel like I'm nagging and can't take a hint... should I wait to see him at work next month? I am in great anxiety thinking of having to work with him and the other members of the group, pretending that nothing is wrong. I can never pull it off.

I just don't know what to do anymore