I've been trying to get my head in the right place, was released to go back Wed, couldn't do it supposed to go tomorrow but truly don't know if I can. I've takeb two half doses of clonzapan half earlier and just took another half, took my trileptal and full dose of trazadone about an hour ago. Hopefully I will just fall asleep in a bit and get up and moving in the morning. I'm terrified of facing my coworkers and afraid I'm not able to handle my workload anymore. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. Sorry for such a negative post! Venting I guess