Towards the end (~60/hours) I was making the biggest progress because I was exposing myself to more risk on a daily basis. My body no longer lie in a supine position on my sofa on a daily basis. I had faced most all that needed to be faced in therapy. Some I faced successfully and needed no more attention in therapy, and others I was working on and still am working on. Things are going well; no more days of beating myself up or wanting to be dead because life is to hard. Because of good therapy I finally have a foundation that allows me to get through the hurt and pain that may come my way. And, many things that pushed me into the abyss before no longer faze me. I had to make a choice to trust another therapist and it was not easy decision. I envy no one who has this trust issue on their plate in therapy. My heart goes out to all.