I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 back in 2013, shortly after having my first child. I've been on 5 different mess that haven't worked and Latuda costs too much even with insurance and the discount. I'm 18 weeks pregnant and am trying to find a new psychiatrist. When I'm manic I tend to snap and yell at my husband and he yells back to get me to stop, but it just makes me angrier. I can't be on mess now but am hoping to find ways to cope. Now I'm just depressed and then have mixed episodes. Has anyone else been pregnant with bipolar episodes? Please share your experiences. I'm just looking for support.