You won't know unless you try it. I know it's hard to face, particularly when you're still feeling fragile, but you won't know if you can handle it until you're actively working again.

You have my sympathies. I went through something similar two years ago and never made it back.....I was fired three days after I attempted a comeback after taking a medical leave of absence for a mixed episode. They decided they could not give me the accommodations my pdoc requested for me to be able to do the job. I hope things go better for you!