I just drink lately.

I dont even plan to, somehow someone comes round with alcohol, so I drink, like 3 drinks, then want more, so they take me to the bottoleo (I avoid driving very strictly if I have been drinking, if I have no one to drive me then I dont go) and somehow we end up with a carton that lasts 3 days at best. Then it starts again....

I've been missing meds too... more because I ran out, but I've been skipping a morning med if I know Im going to be drinking/smoking. Headed for trouble once again... Might as well just admit ourselves now haha.