So glad you shared. I feel the same way, most of the time I am over passive, (a door mat). Sometimes I switch, I feel like a lion who has been pinned up in a corner and when I get tired of it I lash out with anger for days at a time. Alot of times I just stay away from everyone as much as possible because I never know what I will do or say or what little thing will set my anger off. Sometimes I don't even leave the house because I know I will have road rage or feel like I hate people I don't even know. My Dr. says it's because I get so depressed that I don't stick up for myself because I don't feel worthy then I get really sick of it.