I emailed My T to forward to my pdoc...followed by phone cal to pdoc to increase the mood stabilizer...going from 100 mg to 150 mg Lamictal to see if that will help pulling the mania states down and help with rapid cycling and mixed states...I meet again with him on July 10th...I really want to jump to 200mg as I tend to be somewhat resistant to meds...but I guess 150 mg is worth a shot...

I have found it really dangers to be in mixed state...best way to describe it is you tend not to think things through, may take risky behavior in spending or sex and addition driving while drunk...Mix all that with feelings of not living and you are just stirring a chemicals that are ready to go off.

Anyway I really wanted to switch to another drug...but he mentioned metabolism issues...So I will see it through up to 300mg...if it doesn't help then I will switch...