Zen,

I'm not quite sure to say to help...sometimes days just seem to go that way. But try to remember that it's just one bad day, and things will get better...and giving into the bad thoughts you are having will not help anything.

Sometimes, when I have days like that where it seems like everything I do doesn't work, it finally gets to the point where it's kinda funny...like, what are the odds that all these things could go wrong at once? For instance, one time my girlfriend and I set out to meet some friends in Harrisburg, but she had forgotten her driver's license, so we went back to her house, but it wasn't there, it was at another friend's, so we had to go there, only we took the wrong road, then when we finally got there and got her license, and started heading back toward Harrisburg, but took a wrong road *again* and ended up in Delaware! For awhile we were mad, but then it just got so ridiculous, we couldn't stop laughing. I know it's hard to see humor when you are feeling down, but it's better to laugh than to cry.

Well, I hope you have a better day tomorrow.

*hugs*
mj