cashart- I feel you. Been there, done that. But please get help NOW. Call up that doc of yours and tell him that you need something right away to calm you down. This is just my opinion, mind you, I am NOT a professional. But if you let this mania go unchecked, it could hurt more than just you.

Overspending is classic mania behavior. You're not a bad person, you just need help to stop, as I did.

I also have a young child so I understand all around where you are. May I ask how long you've been dignosed?