Now that I have stopped going to therapy I seem to be back to normal. Meaning functioning as I used to. The only difference is that I know the thoughts in my head are parts and that I am not going insane. I feel good. I still have issues with relationships and social settings but now I don't feel so confused about it. I would like a relationship, but it is difficult for me to trust that it will last. Maybe I should just live day to day. Don't care today.