I keep coming back to your post, wanting to offer words of comfort.

I'm not sure what I would do...

My first T...... I found that a co-worker and I were both going to him. Since I literally could not stand my co-worker (with good reason) this was a major issue for me. I also at that time was very guarded with my privacy - due to my job.
It worked out for me as the co-worker didn't really want therapy - she was just had found out that who I was going to (somehow) and went to him - 4 times and quit.

so I would think carefully about things.... maybe give it some time to see what happens before you make any decisions...