Lately I have been super paranoid about my health. I have some back problems among other things but I always feel like I am dying or have serious medical problems. It's always hot or cold with me, nothing in between. Still experimenting with medications after a couple years now, can't seem to find anything that stabilizes me. Right now I am on Invega. It is alright but doesn't fully control the mania or depressive stages and like I said I am super paranoid all the time and angry/explosive, generally feel like my life is falling apart