T, I guess I should be happy that you trusted me enough to tell me that you are going on vacation sometime soon but would be back in time for the next appointment. Instead all I can think of is that you may not be in town and that is an uncomfortable feeling. My issues with object permanence are coming to the surface. I feel the need to know where you are. Where are you?! I don't like this. I even drove by the hospital today, which I haven't done in months! I was near by but I still wasted time to look for your car. I didn't see it. Are you gone? Why does this have to be an issue with me? I'm an effing adult.

I might ask you not to tell me next time if you think I am as unwell as I am now. I think I'd rather pretend that you are just down the road eating dinner at home, sleeping in your bed, going to work and then repeating the same thing.