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Old May 04, 2015, 10:29 PM
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Originally Posted by Daenerys001 View Post
cashart- I feel you. Been there, done that. But please get help NOW. Call up that doc of yours and tell him that you need something right away to calm you down. This is just my opinion, mind you, I am NOT a professional. But if you let this mania go unchecked, it could hurt more than just you.

Overspending is classic mania behavior. You're not a bad person, you just need help to stop, as I did.

I also have a young child so I understand all around where you are. May I ask how long you've been dignosed?
Thank you Daenery! The experimental med changes my doctor is toying with are supposed to be my "help". So far, it's not pawning out. I was diagnosed at 15 (almost 17 years ago) but I didn't accept my diagnosis until I had a psychotic break 3 years ago. 2 years ago I went back to a pdoc and got back on meds. Since then, nothing has worked and my moods have been all over the place.
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