Anyone else just know people hate you, even when you know it is illogical?Tonight I feel hated, even though I am likely loved, by folks on this site. It doesn't end there; I constantly think my husband and my mom are angry with me. As a child, I would believe that my own family members didn't like me and I would suck up to them. I always believed that I would never be loved enough to spend my life with the same person. I think despite loads of affection, I have trouble accepting love. It has gotten better with age but I sometimes still crave affirmations and if I don't receive them, I take it as a dislike for me personally. I am such a whiny, illogical human being. I'm not sure I would like me if I were someone else. I'm so sorry guys, for posting too much, for saying stupid things, for being over all terrible at being supportive to our wonderful group. I truly appreciate you. And, I'm so sorry for being so insecure right now. I am a teary eyed, unstable mess.