I don't have grandiose thoughts or delusions when I'm not in an episode.
When I'm depressed I get the usual delusions - my family would be better off without me, I'm a terrible mother and our babysitter would be a better mother than me, so if I were dead she could be my daughter's mom, I'm a financial drain on my family, my husband could find someone better, etc.
The only grandiose thing I've ever thought is that I could save the entire world with my positive energy.
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