Thank you everyone for your support and warm welcome. I feel better already knowing I have somewhere to go to for support. I think that has been lacking. I have suffered in silence for so long... no one else can truly understand unless they have been through it.
I am going to shower and attempt to go for a walk today. I am hoping that some sunshine will help. It certainly can't hurt!
Thanks again for the posts and virtual hugs. It means a lot to me.
Mom2trips+1 ( yes, I have triplets

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