Sometimes it's not just lack of our motivation, but also lack of anything in our life that motivates (gets us interested).....sort of like the chicken & the egg.....which comes first?

I get totally frustrated with myself. I refuse to just live to work (even just around my house & farm)....I get distracted & then sometimes can't get refocused or I have something else that takes a lot of energy that I'm focusing on or trying to keep clean & then I don't have the energy for anything else.....life is tough I'm finding out & it's tougher when you have to do EVERYTHING yourself.

The worse is getting undistracted.....I have to put limitations (usually amount of time) on things & then follow through & go onto something else....but then I can end up with a lot of half done things & nothing gets finished......can't win sometimes.