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Originally Posted by tesseract49
I have had a distinct lack of motivation and enthusiasm for things. I am currently unemployed and searching for jobs but I feel like I can't get a job and there is no point applying for one... if I got an interview I would turn it down... I just feel like there is no point to anything in life. We are here for no reason what so ever and nothing I do will have any negative or positive impact on my life or anyone else's. I procrastinate all the time and just can't bring myself to actually do anything constructive. The only time I ever feel like doing something to help myself is when someone motivates me and makes me feel like I can do it, but I need this all the time, otherwise I can't do anything... I still feel like a kid. I don't know what's wrong with me or why I can't just do things like other people.
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Originally Posted by tesseract49
I have never been diagnosed with depression and I don't necessarily feel depressed.
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From the point of view of a unqualified, non-licensed, concerned stranger with a long history of depressive episodes, you certainly
sound depressed. Can you talk to the MD who is managing your hormone replacement or consult a psychiatrist?
Disclaimer: This reply is not meant to be taken as a
diagnosis or advice on how you "should have acted."