I can relate to almost all that you said.
Some of my more bizarre grandiose thoughts (which I only have while manic) are:
I am chosen by God. I have healing powers. I have authority over my prayers (what ever I pray will come true). I can cast out demons. I ooze sex; every man and woman who looks at me and wants me. I am going to be famous. I also find meaning in random things and believe they are signs that prove my psychic or spiritual connection (depending on the type of episode). That is all I can think of for now.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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