Perhaps it's just me and I'm in a state of illusion that I've never been able to come out of. Maybe my ego is suppose to of died and is hanging on by any means necessary by not letting me live down what I think I should be or where I think I should be at.

They say a new self is born after a psychotic episode, that may be true and all, but my question is, does that new you ever get back to a normal you? Like do you feel 100% of things you were able to do in the past or is there a disability brought on from the psychotic episode. Tell me from your experience. I'm in another self debate.