Cashart10-I really enjoy your posts. Your personality comes across very well in writing and you describe the experience of bipolar so well. I just hope you can start feeling better soon.

I didn't join a group online for at least 10 years because the first one I was in made me so uncomfortable and so sure that everyone hated me that I couldn't imagine participating. But I'd been working so hard on getting ready to go to the drop-in center when I got so bad and I couldn't start the drop-in like that so I came here and it's been the total opposite of my earlier experience although I still do sometimes feel paranoid. But it's just paranoia, not anything real. I figure in a place where there are several hundred people in different phases of bipolar nearly anything that is said that is wrong is going to be jumped on by someone and if it isn't and nobody is saying anything negative to me then probably it's just me being paranoid. Again.