So I've started to notice that I don't really like watching things from my past. Such as things I used to be obsessed with. Like I have a hard time Watching the movie "The Outsiders" because when I was 14 or so, I got into that whole "Greaser phase" and would watch that movie all the time. Also, I can't watch or read "IT" by Stephan King. I was obsessed with the tv mini series and the book. I guess what I am getting at, is, I get sad whenever I think about those movies. IT talks tends to talk about children growing up and stuff, same with outsiders. I'm 18 years old, and I feel like time is going so fast. I wish I was still 15. I liked associating myself with those kids from IT or The Outsiders. I don't know, it's hard to explain. I just get sad. The music from It makes me think of how obsessed I was with that movie and it sounds stupid but I almost want to cry.