Dear Moonkin,

This is Dustin, your true self. We've lived together for many years, the ups the downs, the negatives and through the positives. Today I cut your wire. My mind is always so very confused, I reach for help, to those who need help. I'm selfish to think they're just fine, when in one suprise we both become blind. I'm gonna find a new therapist, but pray its the right one. I cried last night, and those tears turned bloody crimson. I've got a cancer from the world, and an addiction from myself, now alls I can do is push backwards, these VCR's, heh such 20th century. This depression this "thing" in me is driving me crazy, soon I'll be an abuser, and addict or the worst a murderer. But I ain't got revenge to seek, I love you all. The beast in me turned my life around, I'm sorry Purplesecrets, Jinnyann,Bi-Polar Bear,Free Will, and all who knew me, oh and you too selfy, I was always intimdated by you because you are just like me lots of love moonkin.