I remember your having a plethora of emotions. Sad, anger, questioning why and questioning trust and feelings of abandonment. WTF kind of emotions.... but you were the one feeling them. That is what I perceived your experience to be and more I am sure.

I think you have a right to express your thoughts and your feelings of need. It is difficult particularly at this time for these needs / desires to be met but they certainly are worthy of exploring....putting out there. They are part of you.