hey. i did an archive search... yeah... angry... i remember it a little... but i don't remember it episodically... can't access the feeling.

angry...

i don't feel angry at him :-(
feel sad
feel hurt
feel needy
feel a bit grizzly... like something is a bit wrong.
feel... confused
want to placate him
soothe him
if i can make him feel good then maybe he won't leave me
maybe he will care about me
maybe he will want to see me
maybe he will bond to me

:-(

:-(

:-(

but...

its not allowed.