On that note. I am not with a guy that makes me isolate i do it to myself. But I have more freedom in this relationship because he is probably the most understanding person ive ever been with. Our work schedules keep us from really seeing each other very often except for when i get home and he is leaving for work. So I know its nothing on his end. I know it falls on me. I think its because in my past i was a party girl. I went out all the time and did whatever i wanted. Now i dont want to be that person and i limit myself to stay away from drinking or temptation. I also gained a lot of weight and even though he finds me beautiful i don't like the way i look and have some self image issues as well. I am going to the gym now to try and remedy at least that part of my life. I am also scheduled for a docs appt soon for a physical and im going to see if he can test for any hormone issues.