I'm really sorry to hear that man. Psychotic episodes are hard to come back from. I too lost my job, my apartment and my fiancée to this disorder. I know where your coming from. Your not alone in this struggle. Welcome to PC I too am a new member but I have found this community to be very supportive and welcoming. Most people here have lost something due to this disorder and this place has really helped me cope. I can see it helping you as well. Hang I there man things will get better, and keep posting on this sight it will help.