Nearly a month now since I have just felt constantly down in the dumps. I'm getting nothing from stuff I usually want to do, no enjoyment and why does everything have to be a chore? It's another month before I see my psychiatrist and to be honest I'm just so fed up. I know it's a constant cycle but it's just cruel. I can't focus on anything at all and I honestly am just tired. Tired of being at the mercy of this roller coaster. I don't even have the passion to express my opinion when asked. Just don't care.

I just sit here staring into space. And it's taking more and more of my time.