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May 06, 2015, 02:35 PM
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Member Since: May 2015
Location: TN
Posts: 128
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Originally Posted by Babysteps4me
Do a lot of you get like I do? I call it "hideout mode." I sit in a small room all alone - all day. I drink soda or iced tea - smoke cigarettes - don't eat - and do nothing I am supposed to do that day. All day. I miss plans, work stuff, right now I am supposed to be packing to move! I am afraid to leave the house, take a shower, go downstairs in my apt building to get packages or mail. And I can be this way (adding in tons of sleeping) for SEVERAL DAYS STRAIGHT.
I am trying to force myself to move, get up and outside.
Anybody else ever go through anything similar? Please if you do or have - I feel like I am all alone. So small. So not in control of me. Thanks.
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I do it ALL the time. My therapist prefers to call it isolation but somehow that word just doesn't describe it for me.
I don't smoke but I also don't eat and I barely drink anything. I spend most of my time in my room upstairs and it takes extreme effort to even go downstairs for anything.
I open my blinds on one of the windows in my room in an effort to let in some sunlight but that's as far as I get to the outside on most days.
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