Hi Wendy,

it is supposed to be in Sept., but I have done a few positive things the last couple of days.........I deleted that stupid journal idea, all gone. At work, my boss asked me if I could come in for about 3 hours a day and just sit after a few weeks from surgery - she offered me a part-time management position which is what I used to do all the time. My first thought was, "she's joking, right?" Seems all the managers voted for me as being the best choice. One negative thought kept trying to intrude - if they knew "me" they wouldn't pick me.......they're looking at the surface me......<sigh> I just shut that voice up and basked in the nice feeling for a change. Maybe, just maybe, I can be productive.