I am about ten months off meds, and now I feel that I really really wish I had them. I stopped taking them because my husband and I were going to try to get pregnant. I am now about seven months pregnant. I just feel overwhelmed. So many new things are happening to me right now, and instead of freaking out, I am frozen. I am too scared to move. I am stuck. I recently graduated college, like two weeks ago, I finished an internship, and now, we are moving into a new house. The new house is in a suburban neighborhood away from what I am used to. Away from the current neighborhood I am living in that I love. We simply can't afford to buy in this neighborhood, and the responsible thing to do is move to where we can afford it. I just am nervous and scared and so apprehensive. I feel that a major part of my life is ending, and I do not feel like I have any control. I want to cry but I can't. I am frozen inside. I cannot even get off the couch to clean, or even to eat. I don't want to. I have no desire to. I don't know what to do. I feel like I am suffocating, and no one can help me.

Has anyone been here? I don't know what to do..