All our life we we had very low self esteem because we always felt weird- finally figured that it's a body thing.

We even suffered through identity crisis several times. Even today it's confusing as to who I really am since we are tired of denying the truth.

I'm me then I'm not. Then I am then I'm not.

I can't see a future.

Anyone has words of encouragement? It's feeding into my depression. Not a bipolar depression, but a fer real life depression.