I want to flush my meds. I want to think like a normal person. I compiled a list of songs to try and convey my very conflicted mind, and conflicted heart, and even my conflicted hands and feet. Of course you don't have to listen but I needed to kill some time (lots and lots and lots of time) and not make any rash decisions. I want to leave and drive. I could sneak out, but if my husband found out. Well, let's say it's a good thing I worry about his reaction to things. If I didn't you could call me a fool. I wish I had control over my "moods" instead of my meds having control. My life was better before meds. I might have been unwell but I was also naive and unaware. You don't have to lecture because I sadly won't do it.

Here Goes:

Rolling Stones - 19th Nervous Breakdown (ESPECIALLY)


Simon & Garfunkel - I Am A Rock


Rolling Stones - Mother's Little Helper


Ani DiFranco - Evolve


The Beatles- A Day in the Life


The entire Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Heart's Club Band album, if you've never listened, please bookmark this and listen sometime. It might be the best album of all time:



Johnny Cash Get Rhythm


Patty Griffin- Flaming Red:


Willie Nelson - Stay a Little Longer


Hello Goodbye - The Beatles