Just for tonight, I'm feeling better and have relaxed a bit.
Talking to you on the phone helped...
...but mostly when I said, "I think I need to talk to you about my attachment fears on Friday," you said, "That's fine. Then we will."
....that I think the attachment feelings, the neediness and my caring for you must come from a very young part of me... It embarrasses and frightens me. As I said, I worry about this. I am afraid I am going to be hurt, that I'm too much..or I will be rejected somehow.
I SO appreciated you saying,
"I don't want you to worry a bit about this. I find that worry is a time waster."
Then I said, "So I just feel what I feel?" You agreed.
Also, you said it is your job to not hurt me further...or something like that.
Thank you so much!
You know, it feels a bit like love....a child love for parent or teacher...but that can't be, can it? I don't know you well enough.
Thank you for helping me feel better, though. ❤️
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