I don't think going out and having a drive is bad. I do that sometimes. It feels really nice to get away and be by myself for a little bit and turn the music up really loud. It's something I enjoy very much.
Sometimes I want to flush my meds too and say screw it. Of course I won't.
I don't blame you for wanting to. To me it seems like the meds are making you worse right now. (Just my opinion of course. I'm not a doctor.)
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