I spend most of my time alone when I am not at work, alone is good. I used to feel like you, I was married for 23 years, and he, of course, would get off of work, go to his brothers and sit around drinking, guess it was more fun than being with me. I used to be jealous of him hanging out with the guys, I was very lonely for years. I divorced him. I don't love him anymore and have no desire to be with him. At times I miss how my life used to be, I think that is becaue that is all I ever knew. Anyway, my point is... if this goes on too long (like mine went on for years), you are going to grow tired of waiting for him.

Why is it that you can't go with him???