It makes me sad to read this. Your T does not sound understanding at all. And why is she giving notes on you to your GP?? That's just your general practitioner right? I noticed this post was a week or so old and I'm wondering if you have been back to see her? Did you ask her those questions you posted? Because they are all very valid questions. I know starting over with someone new is difficult but it sounds like the therapeutic relationship you are in now isn't very healthy. Finding the right person is extremely important.
I just want to add that you are most certainly "fixable". You just need the right person.
PS- Not a lot of people specialize in C-PTSD. Most of them ARE PTSD/Trauma therapists but they are more then equipped to deal with C-PTSD.
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