You are worth a lot more than this, and none of this is your fault. Everyone deserves to be happy and have a good life. I was stuck in a really bad relationship, and I defenately stayed too long. I did not have the self-confidence to leave. I thought I wasn't worthy of having anything else. It was hard to leave, but today I am glad I did. The struggle to get out of that relationship was worth every little battle I had to fight, both with him and with myself. Remember to tell yourself that "this is not how the story is going to end!" And you are a 1000 times worthy of something better.