I could have written this. Feel exactly the same. Just Blah existance. I believe it is the meds - I am on Geodon too. It has been a great med for 5 years but I think its time for me to get off it.

I no longer have panic attacks about going out and being social but it does bring on anxiety and I find it extremely tiring. If I have a full on few days, then I crash few days in pain/illness/depression or something. Makes me worried to go back to work and study.