I have pretty much the same triangle of thoughts.
My core-beliefs don't match up with really, well, anything. My core beliefs and how I feel/think about others tends to make me seem like a hypocrite.
There are times where I can list off things that I consider good in others... that I have in common... but I always end up following it up with something to disqualify it.
Although I don't really ever share any of my low-self-esteem thoughts with my friends, or anyone really. Because I don't want to annoy or piss them off, and who wants to hear the negativity? So I keep it to myself.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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