After mentioning that my memory wasn't close to what it was before taking med's, my wife agreed and stated that I'm not the same person I used be and that she'd rather deal with my periods of hypo/mania every once in a while rather than how I am on meds. My PDoc took me off Zyprexa 10mg, Seroquel 400mg, after mentioning my significant weight gain. After my wife's comments I started titrating down my Lamictal. I've gone from 300mg to 100mg fairly quickly and will be off all together within a week or two. I feel as you stated in your post, like life is coming back to me. The only meds I'm continuing are Wellbutrin 75 mg in the morning, and Klonopin 0.5mg - 2.0mg at bedtime.