jetblackaura,

Ok, now that you've said the letter is about your relationship with SI, I understand it a lot more, and yeah, it totally applies I was kinda clueless.

And I understand about the not being able to talk about it in person, I can't do that either. Whenever I freak out about something, I don't talk about it unless it's over AIM or in a letter. Which is something that bothers my friend, and he is trying to get me to break. It's working, but slowly, and totally have set backs.