Almost Happy, I am sorry you are upset because you are physically separated from your son, but they say mother and child are not separated emotionally even if miles apart. How you feel can be an uplifting force on your child. Have you talked to your therapist about if seeing your son would help mend the wound in your emotional heart?
Every day I wake up I ask myself what I want to do when I grow up. Problem is I have not grown up yet.

I guess I am going to have to start living now.