Rapunzel,

The e-mail therapy actually sounds like it would work well for me. I tend to do better if I don't have to see the person I'm talking to. And if it's cheaper, then I might be able to actually do it sooner. (Again with the broke college student) 30 dollers a month is less than my cell phone bill. And therapy at this point is probably more important. So yay! I'm happy that you told me about it.

Yeah, I've always been the one people come to with their problems, it's odd to be the one in the relationship with the problems. I hate it though when one person is always the supporter and the other the one who always freaks out. Unequal relationships like that never work. That's why I'm having such a hard time with him, cause he has great coping skills, and doesn't need to freak out that often, and I feel like I'm always the one leaning on him.

For some good news, I haven't cut in almost a week now, distracted by two tests and a quiz (massive studying!), and then when I normally would have after the tests were over, and the worrying about grades set in, I found the forums, and now I don't want to have to say that I have. So maybe these forums will help me tone down the cutting.