"somebodys" hurt, too. going to therapy could just move one person, who knows you, in the right direction for help for themselves. you can get online therapy here, i'm pretty sure.

we're all in this together, you know......

suicide is often an impulsive act. that woman had issues that she hasn't resolved or she would not have spoken to you that way. i know that.......she should not be moderating a group of any kind.

you will sorta have to pull yourself out of this morass and take control of your getting some help and then moving forward. it sounds as if your husband could use it too. xoxox pat