You know, I hadn't thought about it this way. I hadn't really thought about not dealing with my emotions. And same here, some of them have been throwing fits. Usually in the form of depression or anger (if I'm reading into this correctly). Thanks for this insight.

Keep looking and listening for the answers! They come slowly for me. Sometimes I don't even recognize them.

The other day, however, I was really depressed about feeling rejected and then I heard something to the effect that people don't always recognize that they hurt us with their actions. Which fit for me in this case. There was more than that, but the whole thing just helped. It helped me to look at the other side. For a while I would dismiss even that helpful information because I had feelings too and didn't want to ignore those (another form of rejection). But I'm getting better about that. I can have my feelings, but still see that the person may not have meant to hurt. At least in that instance.