I find myself getting heavy derealization in group to the point where people look like cardboard cutouts.. [emoji17] and a few days ago the group prompt upset me quite a bit, i started crying, and a child alter almost came out in front of the whole group.. That hardly ever happens in public, especially not uncontrolled, our protectors guard the kids very well most of the time.. [emoji20] [emoji26] i cant say its been entirely unhelpful either.. But in a lot of ways i dont feel like the program was made for people with DID and 7 co-morbid conditions like me.. More for the "average mentally ill".. Im trying to make sense here, not trying to be offensive.. It just makes me sad.